At this point I just might be able to write a novel based upon the real events of my own life. If I carefully plotted out my forty-seven year old history, I’d end up with a story full of flawed characters, twisted turns, and insurmountable odds. Seriously, if you knew my tale, in all it’s strange and colourful glory, you’d probably agree that it’s near novel worthy. I am laughing inwardly now because, while I love fiction, I never really wanted my life to mimic it.
I’ve heard them, (you know them), say that the we are the authors of our own destiny. As a middle aged woman, with a fair amount of road now behind me, I know this isn’t 100% true. We do have a say in a large portion via our personal choices, but we have only to look at relationships, health struggles, accidents, and the larger world view to see that life is full of uncertainty. I’m going to quote scripture now, bear with, ’Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth.’ (Proverbs 27:1)
Uncertainty is a universal truth, and if I’ve learned anything, rallying against it doesn’t work, but embracing it does.
Yesterday I learned that because of unforeseen circumstances Charting Stars will have to be put on hold for an indefinite period. (It was set to release October 1st.) I am obviously heartbroken by this, but I am trying to embrace the uncertainty (the fact that this is just life), so that I can carry on. Though I may feel like my life story could be novel material, I’m pretty sure it will not have that kind of cataclysmic finish that ends up on the bestseller list, but my prayerful hope is that, despite the uncertainty of every day yet to come, I will be able to live out whatever is left of my own story here moving forward in a positive, cheerful and worthy manner.
If you’ve read all of that, you are appreciated beyond words. Thanks for sticking with me.
4 thoughts on “Embracing Uncertainty”
Uncertainty is real, but so is hope. I am hopeful that even though you may not see the what’s and why’s right now, in time you will see that the uncertainty led you somewhere else, possibly even better than what you foresee. Sending you my thoughts and prayers for your journey…
Thanks immensely for that!!!
Your story resonates with me. I also have many years of life lived learning that uncertainty is something that was certain to be true. Hope can bring some meaning for it all and keep you going. Moving forward and on when the uncertain future can feel like it is looming over us.
—Hebrews 11:1— Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
I, too, lean on my faith in God.
So great, thank you for sharing!